Past Reflecting

Lately I have a hard time not replaying the past. Within the last few months and years, my life as I knew it has been largely flipped upside down. Different house, different town, no job. It’s hard to not think about what decisions led me to where I am now and if I could go back, would I change things? I am still in a grieving period of my old life. I don’t like to allow myself to feel all these feelings very often as it will typically send me into a day of spiraling out and sadness. Ignoring those thoughts and feelings is inevitably drawing out my whole recovery and ability to move forward clearly. I am hopeful and motivated which can be a lethal combination so please pray for me in 2026!!!